Sometimes I can't help wondering whether Adrian has stopped loving me. I asked him and he ensured that he does. Then he talked to me and comforted me in his gentle voice. I feel better. I feel being loved again.
But I know soon he will be so moody, so quiet, so impatient to me that everything around us becomes so gloomy. I will again feel so alone. I will again worry about our relationship. I used to think my future husband would be an upbeat person who would brighten up our days with sunshine smiles.
But he is so gentle, right? If he's not a sunny boy and you still love him, that's becoz you found something even better in him. :)
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