tiring holiday

Today is a holiday of some Chinese festival. We just hung around, not even far, and we didn't do much, but after awhile it's enough for me to feel tired, actually really tired. It's probably due to my period which makes me weak and have stomachache and back pain. By the way, when my period arrived, I was a bit disappointed. I thought, maybe, just maybe, this time we might hit the jackpot. However, once again, we aren't that lucky. Well, we didn't put much effort in making a baby as we want the process without much stress. But it turns out that it isn't that easy as we expected. I am not so sure whether I really want to be pregnant, but honestly when I saw my period, I felt like a kind of failure. I know, just try again, and we didn't try hard enough anyway.